I'm going to send an SMS .
Work up an hour ago and was flipping around my bed, tired, but the noise from neighbourhood is too loud . Think it's some funeral or something . Couldn't get back to sleep, so i decided to get up before i start to think too much .
This time to make things clear .
Have been way too lethargic the past two or three days, can't care much . .
I don't like things to drag, not my way of doing things .
Finland . . Finland . . why am i not motivated to study anymore ?
Whatever . I need a topic change .
Gonna dye my hair again . Highlight a bit for D&D and Chinese New Year . Then dye back black when airport duty starts . I need shoes, for school and duties . Think i'll go ALDO and get one, like their designs .
Morning music . Listening to LUSH99.5 now . Neither 98.7 nor 93.3 seems to have nice songs . What happen ? Does those artist lost their voice or something ?
No one is able to talk me into feeling better .
Gonna try and learn some languages this holiday . Have always been what i wanted to do . Italian, French, and a bit of Japanese, i hope i can manage .
Another case buried under my heart, hidden behind my brain .
SABA just lose two great server . . Jun and Shalini . Well, it's sad to hear that, but i hope they found something better for their lifes . =) . All the best girls . Hope they don't forget me .
I'm quitting soon, either this February or April . If it's February, then it means i've found another job for my vacation . If it's April, then it's the school starting, which is my main reason for quitting . Year two seems too stress for me, looking at all those year two students struggling with taxation and stuffs . Kinda got scared . Besides, even if i continue working and said clearly only to work on Sundays only, i bet, for sure, i'll get people calling me up to replace them, or even to help the situation . I don't think i want that .
I am nothing but a stupid dumb fool .
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